The Hard Stuff is the Easy Stuff
My latte life
light as foam
sunny day
my favorite trail.
Turns to
coffee grounds
with just one look
at an effigy
that limps toward me.
His muted screams
familiarity.
Turning wheels
shopping cart
gravel and dirt.
His empty planet eyes
pull me like gravity.
And his cavernous face
seems to drop me in the pit
of his untold story
that I somehow know.
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I’ll call him Dave
and his fall was hard
like the booze he used
when he used to care.
But clouds of drugs
were a cushion to him
as he floated off too easy.
And since then
nothing is easy for Dave.
His life is full:
blood soaked wounds
machine gun blasts
napalm gusts
‘copter blades.
Dave found out
that the hard stuff
is the easy stuff.
Now,
nothing is easy for Dave.
Who flew to Vietnam
like a strong, proud goose
in a V shaped flock.
But Victory eluded him
and Vice took its place.
Now, a Vise grips his head
since he woke up hung-over
to see, that he had been used.
So he used.
And no one told him
that he would find,
the hard stuff was the easy stuff.
Now, nothing is easy for Dave.
Who can’t fly away that way.
He can’t pay the fare
or just doesn’t care.
I look aside
afraid of his eyes
I don’t want to see
his mirror of me.
He who had fought
what some thought that I ought.
And my tennis shoes
morph into combat boots
as I march into a fog
where nothing is easy.